Love Game

2009-07-13T20:43:00.000-07:00

2009-07-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

Did something damn embarrassing laa.
What nicole and i think of when we are bored. Hee(:
Oh well. Cheap thrills laa.
Dont wory everyone, it's not another prank laa !!
Hee Hee (:

2009-07-12T22:57:00.000-07:00

1. How old are you?
18

2. Are you single?
yes.

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
hmm, if i am getting married. Maybe 25?

4. Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
I'm Single (:

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
Hahaha, a guy who loves me and i love him too?? hee

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & best man?
All my closest friends will def my bridemaid.
Well, best man is for my husband to choose (:

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Can i choose both pleasee? Hee

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
EUROPE TOUR !! Thats why i wanna marry a ric guy laa. Hee

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
MANY MANY !! I want my wedding to be grand ((:
Its a big occasion laa !

10. Will that include your exes?
Maybe laa. Depends.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
As many as possible. Hee. 5? Haha

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Morning-Church. Evening-Beach. Omg ! Hee

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
Depends laa (: See what is our memories song. hee

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon,fork and knife?
Fine dining of course(:

15. Champagne or red wine?
Champagne (: Dont really like red wine. Hee

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Right after the wedding.

17. Money or household items?
Money.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
Hahaha(: Hmm 2 maybe? 2 girls ! Hee

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
YESYES Of course(:

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
Anyone laa. Its fun to know all of friends wedding plans (:
So maybe i can plan for them in future(: Hahaa

2009-07-12T22:30:00.000-07:00

Watched the living with michael jackson on youtube just now.
Hee(: Nice laa. MJ have really suffered alot man.
He done so much out of good will but so many people still
insulted him. WTH !

Anyway just went to check my enterprise ut result,
I got an A man (: Hahaha (:
Nice laa. Can offset my daily grade. hahaha(:

If i wrote a note to god,
a part of it would be to turn back time and
hopefully everything will start from the start again.

2009-07-12T19:00:00.000-07:00

Having science now.
The faci is damn funny laa. He downloaded the michael jackson world tour,
and he showed us the clip. Haha(: Damn nice laa. Hee (:
Still cant believe he is dead dead. Haha

My mum told something during dinner ytd.
What she told me was so true. And i seriously regretted my actions in the past.
I really shouldn't have done what i did. I am so dumb.
Now my worst fears have happened and i cant do anything about it
but to forget forget and forget.
Damn.

Its been a long time but why do i still miss you.
Miss receiving your messages and your random calls.
What the hell ! I thought i got over you already. Sigh.
Wonder how much longer i need to take to forget you.
Seriously hate this part. Hate this period of time.
I want the past back now.

2009-07-12T07:21:00.000-07:00

Watched 3 movies on mio tv todayy(:
Haha. The house, American dream and dejavu.
Nice :D Was supposed to pop by my aunt house for dinner,
I was so excited to go la, cause i can see andrew, I have not seen
him in ages la. But unfortunately my mum cooked dinner today
so i cant go :( Sad now. Hee. Nvm, i shall go visit him sometime this week.
Hee(:

Today was quite fruitful day laa.
Spend quality time with my family.
Lunch.Movie Marathon.Dinner.
Hahah(: My mum is planning an end year trip overseas this year. YAY !
But do not know the destination yet. She suggested hong kong, but i told her cant,
cause i am supposedly going with victoria and aaron (((: Hahah.
Hmmm, japan? aussie? Hahah(: Shall see laa. Excited now. hee.

2009-07-12T01:04:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Woke up at 2plus. Hee(:
Managed to catch up on my sleep finally !
Head down to church after that.
Been a while since i've been to eucharist.
Haha(: Pretty nice to be back (:

Sunday

Was supposed to go to church but as usual i woke up late.
Hee(: Anyway went down to causeway point with andre and my mum.
And i was in courts and saw a poster stating buy 2 liverpool tickets and get 2 training passes free. I was like wth, should have just bought it from them laa. Training passes laa. Omg !!
Sigh, damn sad now laa. Stupid !!

I don't wanna school tmr la. Weekend just pass us by so fast laa.
But I still have to go to school laa. There's ut man.
On the good side, I maybe going to meet sunshine after school tmr(:
Yay(: Finally get to see her man. Hee(:

2009-07-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

As long as you know the bridge between us is a rainbow.

2009-07-11T03:13:00.000-07:00

When you called, my heart starts beating.
When you're gone, it wont stops bleeding.
I could wait forever.

2009-07-10T10:01:00.000-07:00

Went to meet olivia, frankie and lizee for steamboat at bugis
after school (: Pretty good food. But i didn't really eat rice,
drank the soup and ate the dishes only. I'm still on a diet.
But i drank soft drinks. Damn. Nvm, once in a while laa. Hee

Went to have deserts after that. Good stuff man.
Had aloe vera with strawberry. Nice laa. Shall go back there
again (: Hahahha(: Walked all the way to esplanae to chill after.
Hahaha(: Was nice hanging out with them laa.
Made my friday fun (: Heee

Think i will stay at home the whole day tmr.
Too tired la. Got to catch up on my sleep.
And maybe pack my room? Hee

2009-07-09T22:21:00.000-07:00

Two strangers learn to fall in love again

I am forever yours faithfully.

Haha(: I am not referring to anyone here.

Do not misunderstand. Was just listening to the song.

And feel that the lyrics is nice hence i decided to blog.

Haha(: Nice song. Learn it on the piano from jade.

I know the chords and all, now i left with the mastering.

I got to master this song laa. The melody so nice (: Hee

Lalala <3

2009-07-09T20:41:00.000-07:00

You never say goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you had to go

And leave my world so cold.

Seoul garden with olivia,frankie and lizee later.

Still thinking if i should go. Hee

2009-07-09T05:30:00.000-07:00

Went prata house with jade todayy.

Its been centuries since i have been there laa.

Hee. The food is as good as before.YUMMY !!
Haha(: We ordered too much food and have to packed

it back((: Hee.

Gotten my liverpool match tickets today(:

Damn happy laa. Hee.

Hahaha(: I finally got to see my beloved hot boyfriend !!

Excited alot !! Hahh(:

Dread going to school tmr. Why cant rp just freaking close!

Sigh. Plus there's like UT tmr ! : (

Got the sudden urge toplay badminton and tennis !!

Hahaha(: Found my tennis partner-Rebecca lee-who is suppose

to teach me but have not since ages. Haha(:

But yes, we are def going to play next sat. Promise !

Hahaha(: But i am still looking for a badminton

partner. Hee(: Dont worry, i am pretty sure i am better in

badminton than in tennis((: Hahha(: Anyone who wanna play,

let me know kk(: Hee.

2009-07-07T21:07:00.000-07:00

1st 2 babies-VERA's Babies
Next 2 babies - NICOLE's Babies

HAHHAA(: DAMN CUTE LAA ALL THE BABIES !!
Happy me

OMG JADE JUST TEXT ME SAYING SHE HAD A DREAM
ABOUT RONALDO ! WTH ! WHAT A NIGHTMARE ! HAHAH(:

2009-07-07T20:51:00.000-07:00

THE IJ SPIRIT LIVING ON
<3

2009-07-07T18:40:00.000-07:00

I am damn freaking bored now.
My maths faci is the worst faci ever. damn boring laa
Scream. Hahha(: Watching MJ's videos to keep me entertain. Haha.

Anyway my new goal is to sleep early from today onwards.
I am going to bed at 10pm on every weekdays. Haha(:
No more staying up late vera, you are seriously deprive of sleep laa.
Hahhaa(:

New aim.New goal.New me (:

2009-07-06T20:48:00.000-07:00

I got nobody but you
I want nobody but you.
<3

2009-07-06T09:58:00.000-07:00

Omg i just malu-ed myself. Sigh.
Wondered who the hell i talked to man.

7/7/2009 12:32:13 AM Vera-Ann ((: says : Hey. You know a guy named BLANK? Hahhaa. Checked out his fb just now. And you are his friend. Hahhaha(:
7/7/2009 12:51:29 AM XXXXX says : sry he's alr asleep right now
7/7/2009 12:51:55 AM Vera-Ann ((: says : ok thanks(:
7/7/2009 12:52:03 AM XXXXX says : ok gnight =)

Hmmmm, if it is like one of the friends, i think i am in such deep shit.
Hhahahaa(:

2009-07-06T06:48:00.000-07:00

SEMBAWANG MACS ! YISHUN STARBUCKS !
<3

Anyway someone offered me a liverpool ticket at $88.
Should i buy? If i wanna buy i need to borrow money from my mum.
I am kinda broke now. Sigh. Should i ?
But i really wanna go leh. Hahaha(:

2009-07-05T05:51:00.000-07:00

IJ GATHERING WAS GREAT !
WE GOT TO DO IT AGAIN YA !
LOVE ALL OF YOU SOO MUCH !
<3

Anyway wanna thanks those who tried to cheer me up
yesterday. I'm pretty fine now. Guess i will just take everyone's
advice and just look on the bright side of life. Life's just too short.
Hee :D Thanks yuva,aaron and vanessa (:
Thanks for hearing me out and for the useful advices.
Hahahaha((: Love you all so.

Why do i still miss you whenever i am feeling down?

2009-07-04T22:32:00.000-07:00

If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness
in our hearts

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cause love is overdue
And it seems like so much is going wrong
On this road we're on

2009-07-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

How i wish i could watch a million comedies and laugh it all out.
And hope everything will turn out fine then.

Thinking of going for a midnight movie alone later.
Cant sleep. Bored. Need to keep myself occupied.
Do not wanna stay at home. Sigh.

2009-07-04T07:15:00.000-07:00

IF YOUR MAIN PURPOSE WAS TO SCREW UP MY LIFE, WELL THEN CONGRATS,YOU DID IT !! THANKS ALOT
I actually gave you a chance. Hoping you would repent.
But it became worst. I really do not know what am i going to do.
For the first time i am actually going to say this to you. I HATE YOU !!
I know you and the freaking bitch of yours will read this and my facebook,
But i really seriously dont care anymore. You have seriously turned my whole life upside down.
Sometimes i wonder why am i even related to you. What did i do in my past life to have you related to me. What is going to happen to the rest of us? Have you thought of it? For once, please stop thinking of yourself only. I have accepted you already but you just have to hit us with such big trouble again and again. And this time round, I ensure you, I am not going to help you anymore. And I will tell mummy not to either. I am going to leave you to settle all this by yourself. Take my word seriously. Cause know what, if you wanna get into trouble, you are going down alone. I swear I am not going to be weak and allow you to pull us all down with you this time round. This matter has become serious and you have to face the consequences you have caused by yourself. Since you cant be bothered to actually do something about it, we shall not either.
From today onwards, I will become like Andre and Mag, I will not acknowledge you at all. And trust me, I really do mean it now.

2009-07-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

At frankie's house now.
Helping her upload her photos. And
guess what she is sleeping. WTH right. Hahha(:
Pig la she. Hahaha.

Anyway went to meet my mum for lunch in the afternoon
at IMM. What a nice daughter i am right?
Hahaha. Just suddenly thought i should spend some time out
with her,hence i went to meet her(: Love my mummy the most!
After lunch, ring up frankiee and decided to hang out at her place.
Rented 2 movies, bride wars and the unborn. And started our Movie Marathon.
Bride Wars was alright. But i think the unborn was freaking man.
Eeerrieee. Hahaha. After that we wanted to get something to eat
but all the foodcourts in sunplaza was closed. hence we went to grab
something from the 24hours kopitiam. FUCHUAN FOOD PLACE !!
Hahaha, our new fav hang out place. The food there not bad i must say (:
Hahaha(: Had a rather fruitday dayy today laa.

EXCITED FOR TOMORROW'S GATHERING !!
HAHAHAH(: IJ IJ IJ !!
<3

2009-07-02T21:37:00.001-07:00

It's 12.45am now. and i just got home.
Went for frankie's birthday dinner at The Pan Pacific Hotel.
The food and the company was great (: Hahaha.
Thanks frankie for the dinner and hopefully you enjoyed the dayyy!!

Met up with yuva then after a million and one years.
Hahaha(: And finally she actually took photos laa. Hahaha((:
Nice catching up with her <3

After the dinner, we went down to the lobby and hang out for a while.
That was when i stopped and reflected. I was thinking about my shanghai trip.
If i would to go, i think i would miss everyone and everything in spore.
And will everything change when i come back.
Will i be spending my birthday in a foreign country without the friends i want.
For some reason all these thoughts just came running through my mind.
But oh well, if it's god will's for me to go, then i will, vice versa.

Anyway, wanted to join my mum at clarke quay for a drink
but in the end, i decided to accompany thia and take the last train home.
I was too tired to travel to clarke quay anyway. heehee

PS: I will upload the photos some other time laa. Abit lazy now.

Thanks for the call just now.
So unexpected that you would call la.
Haha. But was nice talking to you again.
((:

2009-07-01T21:33:00.000-07:00

Tell my mother. Tell my father

I have done the best i can

To make them realize
This is my life

I hope they understand

I am not angry. I am just saying

Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Omg. Motivation todayyy !!

2009-07-01T21:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRANKIEEEE,MY BABE !
Babe. You are a year older and legal now.

So please do not be so childish kay !! Hahhaha(:

You cant whine anymore. Haha.

Anyway thanks for the many wonderful years of friendship.

You have been an amazing friend honestly.

You are like a god sent friend.

Thank you soo much for being there for me whenever i

need a friend. Thank you for the fun,joy and laughter you

bought into my life. Thank you so much for everything.

I really appreciate it. Love you frankiee. You have been

a sunshine in my life ((:

2009-07-01T20:57:00.000-07:00

Went town with nicole and amaryllis to shop for frankie's present.

Hahaha(: And i think frankie's present is niceee. Hahaha(:
Okay the present is with me, i must rmb to bring it for her later.

Hahaha(: Frankie came to join us later in town. Shop for awhile

then frankie,nicole and i head down to northpoint and get our nails polish!

Hahahah(: PRETTY NICE ((:

Can't wait for later. Going to celebrate frankie's birthday at panpcific hotel !!

Yay Yay (:

2009-06-30T10:51:00.000-07:00

Answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone? True.To a girl on a dare.
Q: Been arrested? False
Q: Do you like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? False
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True-PARTY WORLD !!
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? False
Q: Kissed in the rain? False
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? False
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True. HAHAHHAHA((:
Q: Shot a gun? False
Q: Donated Blood? False

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Nicole (:
2. You texted? Mummy <3
3. You were in a car with? The taxi man. Hahah
4. Went to the movies with? Mummy and andre. To watch transformers the 2nd time !!
5. Person you went to shop with? Hmmm,Nicole?! Light shopping at north point
6. You talked on the phone? Andre !
7. Made you laugh? My chung lap man !! Hahha(:
8. You hugged? Alot la. Hug bidding farewell.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Moon
2. Winter or Fall? winter
3. Left or Right? Right
4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy
5. Where do you live? Yew Tee (:
6. Club or pub? Pub
7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yesyes
8. Do you want to get married? Nope !!
9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? Twirl it
10. What time is it? 2am
11. Are you afraid of commitment? Dont think soooo. haha
12. What is your greatest hope/wish? To turn back time and wish everything just didnt happen!
13. Do you cook? Nope !!
14. Current mood? HAPPPPPYYYY!!!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Nope.
2. Sang? Yes. Just only. Hahha
3. Listened to music? Definitely !!
4. Danced? Nope. haha
5. Cried? Nope.
6. Liked someone you can't? YES :( Oh well life moves onn. hahaha

22 FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? No prom dates. Girls school !!
2. Who was your first roommate? I live with my parents till now(:
3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Gin Tonic
4. First car? WANNA OWE ONE SOOO BADLY !!!
6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Cant rememeber laa !!
8. Who was your first grade teacher? Ms Nugyen((:
9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Australia-Gold Coast<3
10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Havent tried it before. I dont think i need to either. Haha(:
11. Who was your first Best Friend? Ng Zhuang Ying!!
12. Where was your first sleepover? Some chalet la. Hahha cant rmb where.
13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? Depends on the situation(:
14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsmaid? Claudine jiejie's wedding! Fun (:
15. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? Check my phone (:
17. First tattoo or piercing? Ear Piercing !
18. First celebrity crush? Jacky Chung I think !!
19. First crush? HAHAAHHAHAHHA!!

2009-06-30T08:17:00.000-07:00

Went to nicole house for steamboat today !!
Hahaha(: And i think we bought too much food and had trouble finishing it up((:
Spend the rest of the day watching emergency unit and doing our e learning.
Hahah(: OMG I SWEAR I AM SOO IN LOVEE WITH CHUNG LAP-MAN !!
Hahahaha((: He's so hot. Hotter than pak-kiu laa. hahaha((:
And we decided to be perverts for a dayy. Obviously not my suggestions laa.
Hahaha((:

2009-06-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

Went to meet jade and nicole for lunch at astons.

Haha. its been a longg time since i ate there laa.

Oh well. Hahaha. Went back to sembawang macs

to slack while jade studied. Oh frankie joined us at macs !!

After a while, Jade headed home as she was too tired.

So frankie,nicole and i decided to go safra yishun

for bowling !! HAHAHHA(: And i swear i suck at bowling la.

The ball for some reason keeps going into the gutter la.

So freaking embarrassing. I swear i will never touch bowling again !!

Hahaha(: But it was funnn laa. Hahaa(:

STEAMBOAT AT NICOLE'S HOUSE TOMORROW !!
KINDA RANDOM BUT OKAY !! HAHAHA((:
YAY.

2009-06-27T11:27:00.000-07:00

Sonia's brother 21st birthday partyy was funn ((:

Hahhaa. Took plentyy of photos but its with visha.
Have to wait for her to upload it first !! ((:
Hahaha. I swear the party was damn happening laa.
Hahaha((: But we missed the last train home, and

jade,shorini,visha and i were stranded by the roadside !!
Hate that part seriously. In the end we took a cab home.

The total fair was like $44.70. It was alright laa,

considering the midnight charge and the diff destinations. Hha(:

Reached home past midnight again ! this time round it's 1.30am.

I swear i am grounding myself for a few days next week laa.

Think my mum is kinda pissed with me. Hahaha.

SORRY MUMMY !!!

2009-06-27T02:15:00.000-07:00

At jade house now.
Played warcarft. Haha. Rabbits vs Sheeps (:
Fun laa. hahaa(: Okok, and we are running late for sonia's brother
birthday party. Hahah ((:
OHOH I LOVE MIDNIGHT LAAA !! DAMN CUTE !! HAHAHA(:

Love this dayy totallyyy !!

2009-06-26T13:53:00.000-07:00

It's like 430am now and i just got home (:
Hahha. I swear today is just simply awesome <3

Started the day by celebrating diana's birthday.

Totally love the company and i miss IJ so much laa. Haha(: Had a superb time hanging out

with them. Haha(: And hooray all of them are turning up for the IJ

gathering on 4th july !! Yay Yay, its gonna be a hell of a time laa. haha

Went to watched transformers. Nice movie. And i am proclaiming
"SAM" as my next boyfriend !! HAHAHA. Megan Fox is hot too laa. My god.
Those who havent watch that movie, please do go watch it soon ya !! Hahaaa(:

After that i went to meet up with victoria,aaron,crystal and joey for our drinking session.
Headed down to clarke quay and sat by the river to drink. Haha((: Then went to macs to have our supper.Then crystal and joey got to leave as they have to be home early. Haha(:
Victoria,aaron and i didnt wanted to go home yet,cause it was still early. Initially victoria and i wanted to go clubbing, but due to many unforseen circumstances, we didnt managed to get the vips entry into the club. So since we got nothing to do, we decided to watch a midnight movie !! We watched the movie " I love you, man" And i swear that movie was damn freaking crappy laa. Pleasse do not watch it !! Hahaah((: It made us damn sleepy laa. Haha((: Hence after the movie, we decided to take the night rider home !! Oh, victoria and aaron actually waited with me for my bus at the bus stop laa. Such nice people they are. Thank you !! Haha,but i think we should have waited for the first train laa. But oh well. Haha. Let's do this again yaa !! Hahha(: Awesome !

END OF THE YEAR HONG KONG TRIP NEXT. VICTORIA!AARON! BET YOU BOTH ARE AS EXCITED AS I AM RIGHT?! HAHAAHA

Okay i think i better go sleep now. Got to meet jade tmr man !! Hahha(:

Goodnight (:

2009-06-25T20:07:00.000-07:00

YAY ((: Going to watch transformers and drinking session later !!
Cant wait to get my damn bloody elearning thing done !!
HHAHAHAHA((:

Conferencing on the phone with jas,kan and nadiah now.

Damn funny laa. Was supposed to discuss worksheet but

there's like this damn eeriee sound !! AHAHHAHA(:
And the line got disconnected. Abit scary ah !

HAHAHAHA((:

AND ROOBAN PLEASE CALL JAS NOOWWW !!!

2009-06-25T11:17:00.001-07:00

This is what I am submitting. Kinda malu submitting this to them. Cause I feel it's not up to standard but i really cant think of anything else to write laa. Will just take Wilson's advice
( :: WJ :: Abstinence said:think this way, you've nothing to lose!i guess all we can do now is pray and do our parts.. WOO! MOTIVATIONAL TALK!)
Hahaha. Just go for it laa. Maybe a miracle will happen and i might get in !! HAHA(:

成语解识

曲意逢迎：这句话的意识是违背自己的意愿去曲从别人。
步步为营：这句话的意识是古时以五尺为一步，“步步”表示距离短。

作文

你对上海有多了解？我们为什么要录选你呢？

老使说，我对上海没有深厚的了解。只知道上海是中国的第一大城市。有超过2000万人口居住和生活在上海地区。
上海也是一座新兴的旅游目的地，由于它深厚地历使和文化，如上海的地标——浦西的外滩和新天地。今日的上海，不仅是中国重要的科技、贸易、金融和信息中心，更是一个世界文化汇粹之地。上海已经发展成为一个国际化大都市。并可以代表我学院到上海和那边的学生交流是我的容欣和是一个永生难忘的经验。

你们应该录选我因为我一只都想提验在国外读书的经验。这也会帮住我的学业经验。我在理功学院读事务管理。一旦被选上，这会让我体会到如何安排活动和会对我所读的科系有很大的帮住。在上海我可以体会到不同的学习文化和可以增加我对上海的了解。

THANKS WINGLAM & WILSON ONCE AGAIN FOR YOUR HELP. SORRY FOR THE TROUBLE & THE COUNTLESS MISTAKES I MADE!

2009-06-25T04:39:00.000-07:00

I just received a email regarding my shanghai trip.
I am supposed to do an online test and write a 500 words essay on
how well do i know shanghai and why should i be chosen for the programme. What the hell laa. I seriously do not know what to write laa.
My goodness. Plus the online test, I do not even recognize any phrases from the test paper la.

Managed to write 200 over words for my essay with the help of Winglam and Wilson. I swear without the help of both of them, i think i will just hand in a blank piece of paper to them man.
Hahaha(:

(Thanks so much you two !! You all did a damn big favor for me la !! THANKS A MILLION !! YOU BOTH ARE CHINESE GENIUS MAN !!! HAHAHA! If i really did make it to shanghai, i will definitely get you both something superly nice kay !! HAHAH, thats if i make it laa. Haha :D )

Oh well, i gave up already la, i am just going to hand in the 200 words essay (: I cant think of what else to write !! Just wanna get it over and done with. For the first time, i actually think that chinese is such a foreign language to me. Sigh. My chinese just suck la.

2009-06-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

FOR THE FIRST TIME I WANT SCHOOL !!!
I swear e-learning is killing me. I am like lost laa.
I dont even know how to do the worksheet at all. Gawd.
Hahaha((: Plus I have to get it done soon.
Cause I will be going out later. Is either tuition or going
for farah's birthday celebration. Hahaha.
Then going for dinner appointment with jade and cheryn
at Astons. Hahaha(:

Still thinking if i should go work at Aston's.
They are still hiring and I think its pretty cool to work there.
Friendly teenage environment. Nice food. Plus i need a job real badly. Hahah(:
Considering hard! Maybe I might when i go down later ! Haha(:

YAY ! TOMORROW IS FRIDAY !
(:

I am really trying my best to make everything work
and i know all this needs time! Hence I am not going to give up.
I am really trying to repent myself. So please do give me the chance to do so!

2009-06-24T08:41:00.000-07:00

Went to my cousin's house after school for dinner today!

Hahah((: Of course my beloved andrew was there.
Getting cuter day by day.

Anyway webcammed with crystal while i was there.

Damn cute la. Hahaha(:
Thinking of them, I seriously cant wait for our friday outing.
Hopefully everything turns out well !! Love love.

NO SCHOOL FOR ME TILL 1st JULY !!!
HAHAHHA((: YAY !! Can sleep in !!

2009-06-23T09:09:00.000-07:00

Went home straight after school today (:
Was damn tired. Went to sleep immediately once
i reached home. omg i think i am like deprived of sleep man.
Anyway woke up at 9pm. eat dinner. do rj. and i drew
that cute picture for my wonderful friends of SAC.
Hahhaa(: I think its damn cute laa. Hahha(:

Okay,its like 12am already.
I better go sleep now. If not I cant concentrate in class
again tomorrow. Hahah
I am very tempted to skip school tmr !!
Arghh.

2009-06-22T22:19:00.000-07:00

Feeling very tired,lazy and restless.
Must be the lack of sleep. And partly cause of the
late midnight webcamming session i had last night!
Haha(: Think I am getting old.
Used to be able to stay up till pretty late.
Ahhh can't concentrate !!

HAPPY DAY :D

2009-06-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

Went town with victoria,aaron,joey and crystal(:
Ate wanton noodle at graffiti cafe. Then went
the new shopping center-the orchard central.
It's damn nice la. The interior of the shopping center
is damn cool. We are going back once the renovation is done!!
Haha(: Oh ya, victoria and aaron came to pick me
up from school. And on the way to town, we planned many trips la.
And its going to happen ! exicted abit esp for the year end one !
Haha, Aaron, too bad you got O's ! You can only go for one man !!
HAHAHA(:

Went home and we webcammed through the night la.
Haha(: Ended the conversation at 3am ((:
Haha. Funny laa they.
Omg, its only tuesday but i cant wait for friday laa.
We are going to have a hell of fun man ((:
love them so.
<3

PS: MORE PHOTOS ON FB (:

SRCUTATIO

2009-06-21T18:43:00.001-07:00

Went for scrutatio at holy trinity yesterday !

Was pretty alright. Love the dinner and the company !
HAHAHA((: Kinda feel church is pretty fun now.
:D :D

Joch sunshine, bake me cookies <3s>
( Thanks sunshine, I will bake for you next time kay (:
I promise it will be nice. No no, we bake tog kay !!
Love you la. Anyway I will plan the party soon kay !!
Can't wait to see you again. Love you babe )

Anyway will be seeing this clinque of mine for quite some time this week.
Going for wanton noodles later. Meeting them for word tmr. Sahara date
on friday (: Hahaha. Feel like we are going back to the past when we
hang out almost once every week. Love them la. Haha

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY (:

2009-06-20T22:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !
(:

2009-06-20T08:37:00.000-07:00

My next motto :

Face your past without regret.

Handle your present with confidence.

Prepare for the future without fear.

Just came back from church !

Got struck by a story fr fernado said;

There's this guy who is dreaming he was talking to the lord.

And scenes of his memories flash across him.

And in all of his happy memories, he saw 2 sets of footprints,

one belong to him,and the other belong to the lord.

But in all of his sad and down memories, he only saw 1 set of footprints.

So he stopped and ask God " You said you will never leave me,

and that you love me, then how come I only see one set of

footprints on the days when I am feeling devasted and down.

Why did you leave me all alone when i needed you most?!

God replied " My precious precious child. I love you so much.

How would I ever abandon you. The reason why you saw

only one set of footprints was because I was carrying you up"

This story really struck me. Whenever we are hit with a problem,

we doubt his presence and question him. But we never realise

that he is always here for us, and carrying us up whenever we are in

trouble. All he ask for is to call out to him and ask him for help.

But all the time, we just doubt and question his love.

Anyway I actually dragged victoria and aaron to scrutatio

tomorrow. And they agreed ! Yay((:

It's gonna be a long day for me tomorrow. Better go catch

some early sleep today ! Goodnight people <3

2009-06-20T01:30:00.000-07:00

Went for video games live yesterday with my cousin's gf, Jac.
It was pretty boring. Only certain parts of it was pretty cool.
There's this pianist that played super well i swear. He's good !!
Hahaha. But the rest, not worth mentioning la.Hahah(:
But i took several videos, will upload it later. Haha

After the concert, my cousin came to fetch us
and we went to east coast park to have subway.
Jac wanted to bring me to eat the satay there
but my cousin just came back from his fencing training,
so he wanted something healthy. Hence subway !!

Went back to my aunt's place to stayover.
Went back at about 12plus. Felt quite bad for disturbing them so late.
But i wanted to see andrew ! Haha((:

Woke up.And went for lunch with my cousins and my aunt
at Aston's. It was nice spending time with my cousins,my aunt and
my uncle. There are like my 2nd family to me ((:
Love them <3

CHURCH LATER !!
:)

2009-06-18T18:59:00.000-07:00

Let's play a love game (:
I'm feeling so gay today !!

Having communication today.
Easy Easy . Hahaha
Now I'm hungry but I have to wait till lunch break than can eat.
1 more hour !! Hahah

Cant wait for school to end.
Going to visit Andrew later. Yay ((:
Hahaha. Maybe going shopping with jasmine jiejie and my cousin
on saturday ((: Hahaha

2009-06-18T09:38:00.000-07:00

Went to meet mary,joey and crystal after school today.
Walked away town and had lunch together. Was nice hanging out

with them. After that, my mum met up with me and we went
shopping ((: Bought 2 shorts and a top ! Yay
Happy me((:

After shopping, went to my aunt's house cause andrew was there.
I swear my little nephew is the cutest baby on earth.
HAHAHAA(: Andrew is simply adorable la.
I'm supposed to stay over but since I got to go to
school tmr, I shall not disturb my cousin as I need to wake up
pretty early for school. So i decided to stay over tmr instead ((:
I will be taking care of Andrew <3

2009-06-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK MUMMY FOR YOUR EXAM !!
YOU CAN DO IT !!
DEFINITELY CAN PASS !!
LOVE YOU

2009-06-17T19:06:00.000-07:00

All the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me.

I do not know what to do now.
I am supposed to go ikea with crystal,mary and joey
but today my mum's off and she wants to bring me to
the mango sale and plus I'm suppose to visit andrew today.
Hahaha((: So I'm stuck. Maybe I will tell the faci I am leaving
after my presentation. So I can go meet crystal and all first then
meet my mum. HAHAHA((: I feel kinda mean if i canel out on crystal
and all as its been ages since we went out la :)) Haha.
Shall see how. Haha

Anyway I'm suppose to be doing my enterprise activity sheet
but I'm stuck on the last question. Help !
I want get it over and done with man. Haha ((:
So irritating !!

Can't wait for next week la.
Meeting Justina for a movie ((:
It's like we keep saying to meet but in the end something
will cropped up and we will not meet in the end.
But i'm sure this time round we will meet !! HAHAHA((:

I wake up all alone somewhere unfamiliar.
We're so close yet so far.

2009-06-17T05:01:00.000-07:00

STARTED WELL ENDED BAD

Went to school. And it was pretty fun today.
Mummy came to study for her insurance at RP's library.
Rather funny but oh well. Hahaha((:
UT wasnt that bad. Do-able. Haha
Went to look for mummy after my UT and while she was studying
I cam-whore alil. Hahah((:
Went to take our lunch at this chinese restaurant at causeway.
Quite nice food. Yupp. Shopped around for a while.

This is when the bad part comes.

My mum was actually supposed to meet jade's mum.
But she doesnt know how to go to jade's house
and i cant bring her there cause i got tuition at my house at 8pm.
Initially i canceled it as i thought I might asked my mum to go for the mango sale
but then she told me that she will be going out so since I will be free
I told my student to come over today. I felt kinda bad
canceling anyway as it is the first lesson. My aunt's friend daughter somemore.
Anyway, my mum asked if i could bring her to jade's house.
I was like No, I got to rush for tuition. Before I can explain myself further,
She started accusing me and saying that i dont allow her to live her life.
Wth. I dont allow?? Since when she needs my approval to go out?!
I got quite irritated but i still told her that i cancel my tuition and bring her there.
But she didnt wanted to talk to me anymore. So whatever.
I thought after clearing things up with her,
she would understand me more. Oh well, guess she didn't.
ARGH !!! OMG

Whatever la. Cant be bothered anymore.
Shall go prepare materials for my tuition later now (:
Ciao

2009-06-16T17:58:00.000-07:00

For some reason I really like this picture (:

Hahaha

Oh well, now my maths faci is just bascially talking to himself.

No one in class is actually listening to him. Boring. Yawn :O

Hahah. If there isnt UT today I wouldnt have come man

Stupid UT :(

Mango Sale is happening later.

Still thinking if i should ask my mum out for shopping.

She is off today but she got to study for her

insurance exam. Sigh. Nvm,shall not distract her. Haha((:

IJ GATHERING !!!!

People you should have gotten the email i send to you all.

Please do confirm with me or becca asap kay.

Hahaha. See you all soon (: love

Thanks for putting everything behind you

and still trusting me with your problem.

Anyway I know I am not in the position to tell you this

as I am going through this too but please do stay strong and you are

as fortunate as every other people. Yupp.

I do not know what you will be going through while you are there

but hopefully you will be able to get through it.

Takecare. See you back soon ya(:

Love you.

2009-06-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

Went to woodlands macs with becca after school today.

She skipped drama and i'm supposed to wait

for mary to go church together. So yupp.

Chill at Macs for a couple of hours. Hahaha((:

As usual we cam-whore. But this time round, aint that

bad la. Only 55 photos. Hahha((:

Was nice hanging out with becca again. Bought back

the memories where we mugged together during the O's period.

Head to church wih mary after that.

It's been quite a while since I went for word.

Pretty alright feeling. Gave me the back to home feeling.

Just felt that they haven't abandon me and

I was quite happy going back.

( Outing to ikea with gang on thursday ! ((: Can't wait )

2009-06-15T20:03:00.000-07:00

Busy week ahead !

Today - School.Church.
Wednesday - UT.Interview.
Thurday - Staying over at my cousin house ( Taking care of Andrew )
Friday - Staying over at my cousin house.
Saturday - Maybe some baby shopping time with jasmine jiejie.Church.
Sunday - Church.Scrutatio.

2009-06-15T19:41:00.000-07:00

New me. New start.

Hello everyone. I am Vera-Ann Victoria Tan

2009-06-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

I dont even know if i understand myself.
I dont even know the real me at all.
Often i find myself comforting people when they are sad,
but why cant i apply the same tactic and comfort myself?
I always tell myself i have to strong and yes i did it superficially
in front of everyone. But honestly i am not.
The reason why i dont let everything out is because to me
some things are better left in secret for good.
I mean i often wanna tell someone about everything,
but i always feel that why i should i burden the other party with MY problem.
They have their own problems to settle.

Many might think they know me. I protrayed myself as little miss sunshine to
almost everyone. But am i really one? I myself do not know.
Am i one just to protect myself and hide everything from everyone.
I really do not know. I just know that at times i am really exhausted being one
and really want someone who i can let everything out.
But for some reason I always stopped myself being afraid of letting others know
everything. I do not have the courage to. As much as i tell myself i have to be strong,
I can't. Whenever i am face with a new poblem, I cowardly try to avoid it thinking if i run away from it,everything is going to be okay.

I really want a new life. But somehow i am really scare.
I am really scare to face up to all the reality.
I am really scare that i do not have enough courage and strength to
settle everything. I am really very scare that all of my fears would come true.
Well i guess some of them came true already.

Anyway to you all, I really need to talk to you all.
No matter how weird you all think i am.
I really need to tell you all everything.

2009-06-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

Introducing my new family member - Scotch.
Damn it. This is my dad's dog.
Now he is shifting in, he shift this dog in too.
I just dont know what to do with it.
Initially i thought it would be a cute little puppy.
Really dont understand why my dad bought this breed.
Anyway though it look scary but he is one of the most friendliest dog
i have ever met. He is even afraid of my sasha. Hahaha((:
Oh well, guess i have to get used to this guy soon man.
He is going to part of my life. Hahaha

Rufus baby is still the best <3

2009-06-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

A new blog = A whole new start = A whole new Vera-Ann Victoria Tan
Hopefully ((: Hahaha.
Once again, I really need to thank alot of my friends who have actually helped me through a whole lot of ordeal i am going through. I think i cant stop thanking you people. You know who you are ((: Oh yes, and to frankie too ((: Thanks for listening to all of my problems that night.

TODAY

Went for novena with uncle fausta and popo.
It's been a while since i met up with them.
Needed to talk to my uncle about the things that are happening.
Like i always say, I am really very blessed to have him as my uncle.
Love him.

Went to meet frankie for the YOG volunteer day after that.
It was pretty alright la. Nothing fantastic aboout it. Haha((:
Took photos and our resource pack and went off. Haha
We actually planned to go cycling but it was raining pretty heavily so we gave it a miss.
Went to rent a thai horror movie and watched it at frankie's place.
I swear the movie is so not scary please. omg. it was like a comedy la. damn boring.
After that movie, we went to meet up with jade,shaun and renjie. We broke into the abandon
cinema up at sunplaza, it's like damn dark and pretty scary up there la. Haha((: But was kinda interesting la. Haha.

The day didnt just end here. Got a call from my mum saying that she wants me to go for my cousin's ex girlfriend's mother in law funeral. So yupp i went. It's like so weird la. First horror movie at frankie's,then the freaky night walk up the abandon cinema lastly a funeral. Hahha((:
What a day man ((: Hahaha

Going to collect my liverpool tickets tomorrow. Haha((:
Yay. Was kinda shocked that the LFC actually still keep my reserved ticket till now.
HAHAHHA ((:

Guess i was just being too sensitive.
But i think we still have to clear things out.
I really hope this did not affect our friendship too much.